So I have decided that journaling is really good for me. It helps me ponder my thoughts and express them. I have decided that I would like to journal every day for a complete half hour. It doesn't always have to be well thought out and intense stuff but I really think it would be good. I am sure that all of the friends I had on here before are no longer active and who knows, maybe I will make new ones! time will only tell. But, on that note... I suppose I should say a little about myself...
My name is Rachel and I am 23, I live in Nevada right now, though I don't really like it much, I guess I can explain the situation more later. I have a daughter that's turning three in a week, her name is Lindsey Jade and she is so much fun and full of energy she's the light of my life. I am in a going on five year relationship with someone that I love (most of the time) and his name is Mitch. We don't always get along and sometimes he can just be flat out disrespectful and impossible to live with, but when we have good times they are the best. After all of this time he really does make me happy and helped me grow. He's a great dad and I appreciate that he is working two jobs so that I can stay at home (which is another thing I will get into more later).
If you haven't already figured it out, I am a person with a huge heart and I love unconditionally. this isn't really a good thing because it seems like everyone I have ever loved except Mitch and Lindsey, even my own parents, family, and best friends have all loved me conditionally. I still love them with all of my heart but I decided my life is much more happier and up beat when they are at a distance. It can sometimes hurt, but it's for the best I think.
I also play in a virtual world called Second Life. If you have never heard of it you should really check it out, it's amazing. In second life I have a child, teen and adult avatar that I play, but 90% of the time I play my child avatar. I have a great family there that are like real family to me.
I work at home right now, or try to. I really want to be able to afford all of the things I want while being at home. I've worked outside of the home and been absolutely miserable, I am best in my own element.
Well, that's me in a nutshell! I'll be back for more tomorrow!